Whenever I am asked what I want for the future or what my goals are for the next 5-10 years are, I swear I just say, "I literally take it one day at a time right now and I'm just grateful to be here." (Love keeping people on their toes by providing non-typical response like answers.)

These past few weeks, I feel like I have had time to reflect on this a little more and so I decided to write it all down. Because why the hell not.

When I think about how I want to start every single day for the rest of my life, I always imagine myself walking outside onto my porch (front or back, idgaf) with my cup of hot coffee for the morning, the sun rising or the morning just beginning to break, and I lookout and see my farm. My horses, my cows, my chickens and rooster crowing. Maybe a donkey hee-hawing in the background. Goats would be dope too but they can come later. The horses, chickens and cows are the main priority.

I want to be able to walk to the fence or the barn and pet my horses and take care of the farm for the morning. Even scarier, I sometimes think about having a little son or daughter next to me helping me with the farm.

I guess I just want a little farm family.

A child is optional in my opinion, it will really depend on if and who my partner is and if I see him in that way. As someone who would be a good dad, ya know?

I'd love to be able to come back in from the farm to do a yoga (or even do the yoga before the farm work), shower and get ready to do my marketing work for the day with a view that also faces my farm once again.

So basically I just want a farm is what I've concluded. Relive my barn days as a young girl and have my family be into it as well and teach my (potential) kid how to ride and take care of the farm and have a partner who also love the farm and the smell of horse and cow shit every morning.

Literally, I can't think of anything that would make me happier.

The end.